27/11/06
there is this thing that keeps floating in my mind: incomplete workout.damn. i was so tired that i have to stop to rest for my workout. i keep thinking of why was i carried away. until now i got that feeling of lonliness and that i'm missing something. i bet everyone feels that way too but its how deeply it affects one that makes the difference; in my opinion. i hope i can overcome it soon or else i cant r each my aim.
on the bright side, we've found our banner after searching for hours. wonder where the others went. anyway, i still feel like going for obs again. the experience owns.
signing offf
isaac
R35P3CT
- isaac.
11:48:00 PM
26/11/06
damn am i backdated but bo pian. i got alot of things on once i came back from obs. there's my grandmother's birthday celebration and my great grand mother and grandfather's death anniversary and training on the 25th. i had to upload the photos from obs into photobucket. took me so long yawnnn.
sigh, obs.. when i was there i wanted to come home and thought everything was boring. however, when i looked back, i felt that it was SUPER fun. everything there rocked. kayaking, high elements, meals, cards, aiming greg, belaying,the dark tunnel, sport climbing and many more. i got that feeling of wanting to go back there again.
i think kayaking was the best. when we were at the last turn to reach our end point, there were strong winds all of a sudden and the water became choppy. the wind blew so hardly against us that no matter how hard we paddled, we remained at the same spot. stopping and eating on an island which was very small was interesting. also, floating around in the sea with lifejackets was damn fun.
not only was it fun, it also took away all my troubles. its as if i left all my worries in singapore and came to all the fun at pulau ubin. at ubin, i had totally no worries(except for jellyfishes) not even about capsizing or falling and die. i was very relaxed and all of us will laugh everyday as we joke almost everytime.
when i got home, i felt that all my problems are back. track and field people skipping training, undone stuff, parents' nag. whats more, the company of friends, both new and old, made me feel like staying at ubin. nevertheless, all of us have a home and i like mine as it is. it's truly a memorable experience.
SUI SEN ROX!!~~
signing offf
isaac
R35P3CT
- isaac.
1:23:00 PM
fast and completed training, finished many undone stuff in school; what a good day. at night, scolding. forget the scolding for it is an anti climax. training ended in abt 1hr45mins or so. pretty fast. not only that, we completed everything and also on target. was asked this question ''why didnt you do anything?'' it took me quite sometime to think about it.
why didnt i react? at first, i thought it was the other party's problem nt mine. later, i thought that i didnt want to add to my problems. then, i thought it was alright to let them play. next, i felt sick and tired of telling them off as it never goes in.
however, it is my job to tell them off no matter how i feel or what i am stressed up with. furthermore, is nt the right thing playing at the stadium. it spoils the school's image and they also make a fool of themselves.
i realised my mistake and i think its very difficult for me to overcome it. i need the co-operation of everyone and i hope i can get that.
signing offf,
isaac
R35P3CT
- isaac.
11:50:00 PM
Date: 10 November 2006(Friday).
Event: Last day of school
Mood: good and bad
Feelings: a lot
Venue: school
Got my results today at around 11.50am when my father talked to Miss shamila. Damn.. her words were so true that I just had to keep smiling and nodding in agreement. Yea I am talkative yea I can do better yea sam is the main distraction yea…… mayb the sam part is wrong. I’m the main distraction heh heh. I always start to make noise and go crazy. I improved abt 200 plus places in lvl haha. Before I got my report bk, I was damn scared. when everyone in class got their report bk and they were all very happy. Oh yea.. I left a trail of water with the mop frm the collection point to the old block haha. Felt bad abt the last day of school. Frm today onwards, I am unable to see all my friends for the next one and a half months. Sianxz.. just a ‘hi’ , ‘hello’ or ‘yo’ frm anyone would brighten my day. I’m a simple person haha. A simple greeting is gd enough for me. At least still got track ^^.
Speaking of track, today was one of my best track days as a captain. Everyone listened to me, we finished our workout quickly, everything went smoothly except that I got pissed off I with my junior but everything was fine after that. Maybe it’s the workout that is short but the rain prevented everyone frm leaving.
Once I got home I say my dad and he started cracking jokes. After that her started disturbing me by trying to scare me. It worked at first but subsequently, I knew the trick but I decided to play along to make us both happy haha. My father rarely jokes with me and I treasure each time he playing a prank or cracks jokes. That is the time where the whole family really laughs and everyone forgets all their sorrows and continue with life.
Today I felt a sense of achievement, a feeling of happiness and sadness. What a mix; jus like the candy mix I can buy frm shops haha.
Signing off,
Isaac
R3SP3CT
- isaac.
10:23:00 PM
a very much boring day was turned into an exciting day for me. in school, it was the last day of lessons and i didnt bother to listen but i copied notes blindly ^^. the most memorable part was when i saw sam limping into the com lab for bio. after a very exciting lesson of game playing, i asked him what had happened. well.. it turned out that he stepped into the drain outside our class and sprained his ankle haha. the embarrassing secret to how he managed to accomplish that near impossible feat of spraining his ankle shall not be told. damn was he elated to pon heritge tour. sianxz.. when i got back the austrailian mathematics test or whatever that is, i was depressed with a very much expected result. just laughed it off as i know that my maths is starting to suck. rather boring and miserable morning; even got ole-ed and whacked by the ball. haha. after soccer, gx and i were late for the reporting time, we ran to the bus and made it on time haha. after a while, i thought '' damn, its gonna be a grueling 4hrs'' but it turned out to be rather fun. didnt know why i suddenly became energetic and started to talk and disturb ppl ^^. a group of us walked behind the group; we talked and joked. it started to rain on the way to the Singapore river. we stopped at mac to eat and to wait for the rain to stop. when we were near the bridge, we( nt the whole class) started waving to the tourists on the boat haha. the guide seemed a little frustrated that we were nt listening to him at all. at esplande park we took some photos during the break.
haha! we took 2 pictures as a class!! yea!! finially we did something together!! i became a footrest after the first picture. luckily my shirt wasnt dirty. no idea what makes the day special and so memorable. nothing evenful happened but i rly enjoyed it! sorry to the girls who i accidently accused of kicking me. it was actually marcus srysry.
signing offf,
isaac
R35P3CT
ahhh theres something wrong with the spacing!!
- isaac.
11:53:00 PM
sianxz.. my parents have to see miss shamila haha. it was a rather facinating way for me to realise that fact. miss shamila said that no one got a L1R5 or more than 35 and abv blah blah.. before she said out the names of those i was joking wif sam that i was one of 'em. when she was abtto call out the names, i kept saying 'isaac' 'isaac'. suddenly, she said '' ISAAC'' WOAH sian.. L1R5 21 haha. taught me a lesson; never go anyhow play play. you will never know when you might just get it. nt to put others down la but i was happy i beat some ppl haha. got lectured again when i got home. told my dad to make himself free on fri but he carried on to talk abt my weakness in subjects and blah blah blah. anyway, sch was as boring as ever. all lessons and no slacking at all. however, i realised that the old block was quite gd. much brighter than the new block and the scenery is much nicer haha.
signing offf,
isaac
R35P3CT
- isaac.
11:42:00 PM
school open house owns. everyone just bypassed the gym; where we are. asked around. track and field is nt in the programme. the worst thing is that we opened our gym doors wide open and yet the guides didnt let the ppl come in as they were in a hurry. however, we managed to pull a few people to the gym and at least get something done. in addition, there are also some kind hearted guides who, despite the rush schedule, brought the visitors to the gym and let them have a look. damn.. i realised that i've got nothing to say when the visitors came. the unexpected, deafening silence frm those who walk in froze my mind and i had almost nothing to say. haha so i decided to let the girls do the job and they it exceptionally well; i was greatly impressed at how they crowd around ppl and talk to them, give out flyers so quickly. woah good rate of work like the diffusion of hydrogen molecules in the air haha. i really hope that for the CCA orientation day, track and field would be able to appear in the tour. gonna try to ask the teacher in charge to put track and field as one in the sports section of the tour.
training was cool. thought i was very late for training but in the end i brought the whole track team 45mins earlier haha. when we reached, i looked opposite bedok reservoir and the haze was rather bad. couldnt see that well. the only highlight i believe is that i walked home from bedok reservoir haha. it was rather far but it was a great experience; never walk so far before. however, once i returned home, my legs ached but i felt great! call me crazy or whatever but i enjoyed it for no reason.
finially, i realised that my jokes arent very funny.. sianxz
signing offff,,
isaac
R35P3CT
- isaac.
10:40:00 PM
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