Thursday, April 19
today was napfa test for half the sec4s. it was quite a fun session and our last in cch.
my class's first station was shuttle run. i ran rather slow and wasnt serious. but who cares? i still got an A, dun nid retry. hahahahaa. that was my thought then.
after that was pull ups and sit and reach. i got B and A for those repectively. i was happy with myself at doing 6 pull ups, although not impressive. in fact, i felt that i had no more stress alr and the gold is in my hands ^^.
next was the huge blow. i was over confident and aimed too high for standing board jump. i thought i could get an A and anyhow-ed both jumps. shit. now my gold's gone with the wind. noooooooo. i have to resort to backdoor means to achieve it and that sucks. what had happened was imba. my ego inflated until it was as big as a hot air balloon and it burst instantly at its peak, bringing me back to earth with a loud THUD! owww. but right now all i can do is to look back and correct my past errors. it's no point dwelling on it as it will never change.
the gold is important to me because i need to continue my streak. anyway, it's gd for me to jump less to reduce impact injury on my knees. besides, i think it is a marvellous achievement to get a B for pull-ups ^^. i still got 2.4 tho. i hope i dun get D again. if nt i think i'm better off dead.
on the bright side, mid yr's round the corner! i cant believe it. just 2-3 weeks and i'll be training again. there are just so many things i can do after mid yr. i can relax in my comfortable dunno how many yr old chair and dream about my o level cert and my cca achievements. even then i can sit on my chair all day and watch different movies, play miniclip games -.- and anything but the 5 letter S word. ' slack ' is just a few letters a away from ' success ' it wont take long to change.
back down to earth now. starting from now will be about 2 plus weeks of mental torture. the books are so damn thick and we have to study all that is thought in 1.5 yrs. how the hell am i gonna do that in 24hrs?
' when there's a will, there's a way ' the imba-ness of this inspirational words shall fill my mind and give me the extra boost needed to go all the way and achieve what i want. roooaaarrr! lol. study until cry.
- isaac.
10:00:00 PM