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Tuesday, June 12

the holidays are ending as quickly as it came. things just change so quickly and it took me so long to realise it. trainings used to be cheerful and noisy with everyone around. now that rachel, melvin, weile, jason and serene all not around anymore, track is no longer as lively as before. there was once in feb when everyone was present and the whole of kallang practice track was ours. all the laughter and all the joy lost. well, although this wasnt what i expected the track team to be when i'm the captain, everyone has their reasons for doing so and i hope that this can be changed. i realised my mistake was that i didnt care about people' feelings and i often misunderstood people who were right. ever since the beginning of the holidays i began to think about everyone and i realised that i owe this particular person an apology: rachel. i've realised , finially, you may think, that you have actually contributed a lot and i've blamed you unnecessarily many times although some of it i kept to myself. i kept telling myself that it was you fault for every other thing which affected the juniors and mistakes but not all of it were. i followed what people said like a blind bat and never followed my own thinking. i'm nt trying to say that i was always right or i was influenced badly by other people. it is just that i dunno who to trust. i definitely cant trust myself so i prefer to believe others. i've learnt so much the past year and now it's too late to regret my mistakes. i'm sry.

at the beginning of this year i told myself that this year would be a super fast year and i thought i was wrong until 30th march. i was doing quite well before that but now i'm a far cry from it. i guess it's time to start studying a bit instead of relaxng the whole day and thinking of doing the one thing that i am hardly capable of.

it rained today and i stayed in school to study and sleep while waiting for the rain to stop. i am proud to say that i studied longer than i slept. anyway i went to 4DL to study. there's no place in school better than 4DL classroom. the tables and chairs were arranged like during a school day and the floor was much cleaner. wooohoo it makes me want school to start as soon as possible.

- isaac.
10:05:00 PM