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Sunday, July 22

i felt that i was doing my job on wed and thurs. wed was the track and field finals, my last time as a b-boy. on that day, we, the competitors, had no tickets and cannot watch the finals. so i had to call shiying to get tickets and call here and there, trying to get tickets for ourselves. it was all wasted after mr khoo and mr ahmad came with extra tickets. i was a bit angry at first but what the hell, i had an event that day. why do i care? i felt exhausted after the phone calls as i could have spent the time resting and after i've settled for a while, it was time for warm up. i dun know how to describle it further but i screwed up my race and that's all i care about. when i finished the race, i felt like doing what i did during the heats. but i decided against it, helping saifuddin instead. he had a good race, just slowing down at the last round. i didnt run my own race, i wasnt talking to myself. it was all wrong. i wasnt in control of myself.

thursday was fine. not too bad, rather. school ended at 1.15 and i played soccer in class with guoxiang, jiayi, kennethyee and marcus. after that, everyone left and i stayed in class to study chem while waiting for brian's and melvin's geog to finish. track dinner at marina square was fun. chester and zhihao came back and many unexpected people turned up like jason and theron for example. i finially ate a proper seoul garden meal and had a bad stomach until today. it was all worth it, after all the torture i had gone through. i reached home late, but i couldnt be happier. cos i studied chem alr.

it has been a couple of weeks when i received a confirmed dsa offer from tjc and i have just gave it some thought recently. at first i thought i would go for it until i heard something from people when i decided to think a little more about it and became negative about dsa, wanting to decline it. until now, i still harbour some thought about decling it but i have also thought of accepting it. i asked mr khoo, my dad came and talk to me and i thought about it myself. i'm just thinking about it alot. my results havent been good since sec1. i always relied on maths to pull, to a large extent, my results up. for example, not to boast, my average flew from 56 to 60 during midyr after i got my emaths result. although some people get higher than me and experience this too, i think their other subjects are better than mine. if the school makes a hall of fame for Cs i think i will be on it. 5Cs omg. it's going to take a lot of hard work and maybe magic to turn them into As. i wont be declining the offer so soon. i will think it over and over again till the 27th. sorry to those whom i have told that i was going to decline the offer.

- isaac.
12:11:00 AM