Thursday, April 5
ahhhhhhh. i lost. nooooooo. i feel sad, depressed, sian, unhappy, disatisfied but i somehow feel that the winner deserved his win, his gold. i won him by a hair in 1500m, he won me by 1-2secs in 800m. fair and square haha. i only have myself to blame tho. i did two hard workouts on monday. firstly, i pia-ed the two rounds around school despite feeling weakened. secondly, i also did a time trial on that day in the evening. apparently, the amount of time needed to recover was 7 days and monday is 2 days away from thursday. soooo, MY FAULT. nooo. nvvvmm. there is still nationals heh heh. mus pia then. oh yes. he deserved his win because he trained hard and i thought that he fought very hard for it. the way he sticked so close to me and his final burst. imba.
grats to jin kai tho. he did the 'jin kai special'. charging 400m and totally destroying the hopes of other ppl. fabulous. it was the first time we, everyone there supporting, saw him chiong to the very end.
i have decided to abandon the five grateful things because i received a complain that it was irritating. lol. fine. i'll just do it mentally.
- isaac.
9:39:00 PM