Saturday, April 21
today was the 1500m finals for the national junior championships. i guess it wasnt too bad although coach said that i did not run the proper way. i totally agree with him and that happened to me many times alr. that's the problem with running with a blank mind. i think next time i run i must make sure it stays in my head.
despite my timing being off my pb, i'm quite happy because i wont be over-confident or have no confidence in my next race. if i did well today, my ego might kill me during nationals and i dont want that to happen. complacency has caused me golds during the combined athletes' meet.
if i did badly, i would feel depressed and i wont be too adventurous although i will be wanting to redeem myself. at least now i know my mark and know where to aim with confidence.
mid yr is just round the corner and i have not studied anything yet. i think i'll have to change my targets to something lower. i'll try my best nt to go on the com because once the com is on, i will be at it for hours before i go off. good luck to all for mid yr.
- isaac.
8:35:00 PM