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Monday, May 14

today was a horrible start to a four-day debrief torture. my results sucked so much that it vaccums. my english deproved by a great deal and i failed chemistry. at least a small consolation was that i improved in paper 1 & 2 for chinese ^^. chem was imba. when i sat down and looked closer at my marks, i felt a rush of warmth flowing in my blood lol. what the hell was that? i dun care and my chem got 48. i couldnt believe it at first, but when i opened up the paper and flipped through, i realised that i deserved to fail. careless mistakes caused me about 6 or 7 marks due to mixing up of molecular and empirical formulas and dividng kg over g instead of converting it. the others.. i'm nt too sure. i just knew that i did badly because i didnt study everything. i studied selectively and also did nt pay a single attention to chem class after the annual sports meet. i only have myself to blame. haha. the funny part was that no one believed that i failed because i didnt look like it lol. why? try self-denial, it works. i managed to physco myself nt to think about it and besides, i could use it as a springboard to propel me further. with tis mark, it will be engraved in my mind deeply and i wont forget it. in future, during tests, i will do my best and show that i can do well for chem ^^. my mum was pissed too haha. completely understandable. she thought that my chem is fine and i can improve on last year's mark. i didnt let my dad know. if he knows of it, he would insist that i go for tuition which, to me, is a waste of time and money. all i need is just more time with chem.

i hope the next 3 days would be so bad and i better nt expect too high grades for this exam alr. my new target fr mye '07: 1 A1. a really realistic target. i have never gotten more than 1 A1 in my entire secondary life and i believe this streak is gonna continue for now.

- isaac.
9:28:00 PM