Thursday, June 5
it has been a long, long time since i had this feeling...
a feeling of soreness, not being able to walk properly at the end of the day, a sense of achievement.
this was how i felt about a week ago and today, i felt sth similar to that but not as much..
it has been a long time since i've blogged haha and i've decided to blog since i needed to update it haha hopefully i can keep this up and post maybe every month haha
alright. back to the track stuff. being injured really sucks. cannot do this cannot do that. even the ytd i couldnt soccer with the guys whom i havent seen for an even longer time becos i had physio in the morn and needed to rest. hopefully i can make it for the next one! ^^ this back injury has cost me a lot. unable to run well, stop training for abt 2 weeks and all that made me seem like i'm drifting further from the track team.. luckily tj is such a friendly place and i when i went for training once again there wasnt much of a difference haha rock on tj track! ^^ yup.. so.. the sense of achievement at the end of training really boosted my morale quite a bit. i thought to myself that i can finally get my long lost form back and hopefully by nats beginnning on 3rd july, i'll gain back my form! top eightttttttt! to me it seems like an uphill task. an almost impossibilty but one thing keeps me going and my head high. i'll try my very best for it. it is my aim for almost a year now. although there's next yr but there's jcts and i think i will be doing a lot of studying then with the rate i am going now with my studies haha
speaking of studies... my dear sister is going overseas to study on saturday night! so fast la.. i'm definitely going to miss her. after she leaves, there'll be no one to talk to every night before i sleep. my sis would come over to my room every night and talk to me abt what has happened in the day and how she feels about things. i'm really glad that she does that and from there i can access how my life is going to be next time. i really have her to thank for who i am now ^^ when she's not around, there wont be anyone to shield me from the evil forces of my parents :x evil as in questioning tho. my sister has all along protected me by using herself as an example. 'ISAAC! WHY IS UR RESULTS LIKE THAT!' 'aiya.. dun worry la. i last time also like that one.. sec sch is like that one la.' wooo! thanks chair (jie*) hehe. aiya no momentum le lol jiejie just came and talked to me. life will definitely be different without her. thankfully i got ns. cooped up with training too haha.
till then, life has been much better for me now ^^ except my sis going overseas oh no.. have fun there sis! =)
- isaac.
11:56:00 PM